Week 3 has been such a fruitful yet difficult week.
I am growing closer relationships with everyone on my squad and getting to know everyone more. Whether that’s through spending time with my team, getting to talk to new people during free time or hiking up a mountain and spending the night on the top with my whole squad. These are my people for the next 9 months and I love getting to continuously learn how to love them. These little sweet moments make my heart so happy.
Through all of the good, i’ve been finding myself so exhausted mentally and physically. It is still taking some time to adjust and get used to my new life, some days are so good and others are a struggle.
God has been showing me through scripture and life around me that i’ll be okay. That I don’t need to worry or stress about the little things because he’s got me and he’s preparing something so good throughout this season of life. Although I have found myself getting burnt out from non-stop weeks and a rollercoaster of emotions, I know that this is all for His glory. I am here to serve Him and do the work he has called me to do, it isn’t always going to be a smooth ride with no struggle, but the struggle I know is going to bear so much fruit and bring so much glory and honor to His name and kingdom.
Matthew 6:34 “therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” God reminded me of this verse during quiet time, I instantly felt a weight lifted when I read this because it was exactly what I needed to hear and I was once again reminded of God’s goodness. I don’t need any stress or worry in my life, that does not come from the Lord, but what does come from the Lord is patience and trust. I am learning to have more of that patience and trust He gives me, He has constantly been reminding me that “you’ll be okay” and that He has such an amazing plan for me, and I am going to trust that.
